That night, I couldn't kept my the news to myself only and I finally burst it out to dh. At first I dint tell the whole thing, but I give some hint, then when I thought I better keep it myself, but too late cause he already guessed it right. We're at KFC that time since wawa wanted to eat that, he laughed out quite loud and I was blush! He even told me it's obvious I'm hiding something cause my face is red like tomato *CIS*. So there, I told him about it. But I warned him not to tell my MIL as I dint want to pressure myself since he told my MIL last time right after we went for 1st review to gynae then happened of the miscarriage.

So anyhow, after almost a month of waiting, I went to Likas Hospital on 24th Jan for my follow up on the miscarriage, I told the doctor I'm expecting again. And it's around 12 weeks that time. And he told me according my previous review, I still have cyst and fibroid at my uterus and if the cyst and fibroid stays during my pregnancy, I would have the possibility to have another miscarriage, or if the baby is growing healthy, I will have the risk that the baby's position will be another way round as the size of cyst and fibroid could increase by the pregnancy. When I heard that, my whole heart dropped. I really couldn't stand to go through another miscarriage anymore and at the same time, I want my baby to be healthy.


So doctor told me to do scanning at the next door. When I lie down, my heart pumped real fast and I couldn't wait to know if I'm having a healthy pregnancy this time. The doctor move around the ultrasound tool at my tummy to check the cyst and fibroid, he did not tell me if it's still there, but later he turn the screen to me, I saw my baby there!!! He/She was moving happily, I can see the baby sort like kicking, and so the doctor says the same too! I was so so so grateful that time, I almost cried but I keep it cause I was too shy to cry, lol!! Then the doctor call another senior doctor to scan me again, and finally he told me all cyst and fibroid is GONE, none is left in my uterus! Boy I am so so so thankful for that, Alhamdulilah!!!

Our baby.. =D (sorry blurry pix, using my hp)

And that same week, on my birthday (28 Jan), I went for my review at gynae's with dh this time. Before that the nurse help to weight me, and oops, I lose weight again instead of gaining. I guess quite normal as I experienced the same with wawa and the previous pregnancy. Then I told gynae that I've done scanning on the hospital early Monday and the baby is there (smiling inside my heart), BUT I wanted to do another scanning as I wanted to have the scanning picture. Before that, she check on the pregnancy chart and I'm suppose on my 13 weeks + 1 day. Then we went for ultrasound scan, yes, again I saw my baby is there, and he/she is moving happily. =D And to make sure the baby is growing accordingly, gynae measure the baby's head, and the screen shows the baby size is now at 12 weeks 6 days. So that's mean my baby is growing healthily! But because I'm losing weight instead of gaining, gynae told me must eat more to gain weight. But I guess no big deal right is I did not gain too much, cause with wawa, I only gain less than 7kg anyway. Hehe.

And according to the pregnancy chart, my due is at 4th August 2011. That's 6 months away only! Now I remembered I bought tickets to KL for holiday with dh, wawa and mom at 4th - 9th August too! What a coincidence, cause that means my holiday will have to say bye bye, too bad cause I bought the air fare real cheap and thought of bringing wawa to Genting since he is now 4 and can enjoy most things. But anyhow, I'm really really grateful and thankful for having a normal pregnancy this time. Now I couldn't wait to feel the all the excitement of preparing everything for a bundle of joy again after Wawa, and the most is to find out the gender, hehe. And yea, we will have a "baby rabbit"! Hope to update more on this pregnancy soon. ^_^

Labels: myself, pregnancy # 3